What the Hell

Well let me see where do I start. The first of the year started out great. Good job, two cars that where in good working order, all bills over paid just a little. Well end of January lost my job because of sabotage by someone I worked with. Well a month later I found another job. It is doing something I really do not want to do but it was a job at the time. Well while working for this company my work car blew up. So I had to sell it for what I could get for it and just let it go. Now we are down to one car. Well for the past few weeks things a work have be getting pretty bad. Just today I was written up for something that I should not have been written up for. I feel that they are wanting me to leave and go somewhere else so that they don't have to do it. After all of that I get a phone call from someone that also had some bad news. I am in college and I have been waiting for my grant and loans to come in and I am getting loans but I am not getting a big Pell Grant like I should be getting so getting another car is not something we can do right now so I can not look for another job. I am really scared that any day now they are going to let me go and I do not know what I am going to do if that happens. I am really upset with this because I have not done anything wrong. I ask myself why do I have to go through this. Every job for the past four years. I am there for a few months and then they let me go.

That is all I can say. I am just really pissed off.

Hello

I am not good at updating this thing. It has been a really long time again from the last post that I did. Well I have a new job and it is okay. I mean not what I want to be doing but it brings home what you can say is a pay check. Just something to get me through till I can finish my schooling. Other then work, school, and family. That is about all that I have been doing.

Not again

Well I am going to start off with that it has been a really long time from the last time I posted something. I have been a little busy. LOL Well I am sure you are wondering what the title means. Okay here it goes, I was let go from another job. I let my feeling get the best of me and they let me go. But you know when you have so much stuff going on all at the same time, sometimes you just can't take it anymore if you know what I mean. Well I am praying that I will find something else and find it really fast. If not I am praying for unemployment. LOL I prefer another job but as long as I get an income I am fine. Anyway that is about all I can say right now. I am just trying to get through this and get over it.

Howard out